My name is "Cricket" S.I am a New Hampshire mindcontrol victim. My ex-fiance, I will call "KC", (for risk of being percecuted further), and his friends have been severely torturing me since 1997, when I cheated on him to get him to leave me for good.
He raped and abused me since I was 17 years old. I lived with him from 1988-1997. He would hit me and rape me, beating me until I fell to the floor. He almost broke my back once, struggling with me to have sex with him. He strangled me once for not doing laundry. He told me there would be "rumors" of him raping other girls, but not to pay any attention to what his friends said about him. He threatened to commit suicide if I left him. He wold NEVER help to clean the house, so I left it in SHAMBLES when I finally got away from him. He jumped onto the hood of my moving car when I tried to get away from him. I was so afraid, I COULD NOT call the police. He followed me everywhere I went, and threatened me in the company of my friends at work, DEMANDING that I "get my ass home, NOW..."
Later I found out he was cross-dressing, putting my teddies on! He was very angry at himself, and he took it out on me. He decided to start putting my puppy's chewed puppy pacifier strait up his rectum. He started talking to himself and making hand-gestures to himself.
I called emergency mental health. They told me they wanted to pick him up right away. I was SO afraid of him and his abusive, alcoholic family, that I did not percecute him.
When I first met him, his mother told me that "Sex with him would feel REEEEEAL good." She was very abusive also. Childern were molested in his parent's home when "KC" was a boy. He was molested by a friend of the family who was sexually abused by these "two guys" and then thrown into the trunk of a car, just to be taken out and sexually abused AGAIN. Whenever he came to visit the family , he would get drunk, wait until everyone was asleep, and touch the boys, SF and KC.
He has friends in the CIA, Michael Stuart (FBI) and Jay Despris (CIA). They lie to hide for each other. Drugs+ stuff like that. So the police would not help me anyway. I got away from "KC" by cheating on him with a friend at work. "KC" was so angry, the abuseive behavior worsened. I got him to move out of the house by talking to a radio D.J.that I knew on the phone.I told "KC" that the D.J. was watching us in the house. "KC" was so afraid that he moved out of the house into his mother's. I snuck into his place of work and sent an e-mail to all of the plant he was working at that he was threatening to kill me and harm me more. The plant made "KC" file a restraining order on me. :)))
So NOW I HAVE TO stay away from him, LAUGHS! But alot of people are aware that he is dangerous now. He has had girls run from him at work, who are petrified of him.
I was drugged on a November Mon. eve in 1997. I did not awaken until Wednesday. I knew something weird was happening to me. I started hearing voices, and abusive tones and things. I always wanted to study communications, and psychology, so I had an idea what was happening.
A psychologist that I had seen for "family problems" when I was 15 years old told me that I had a genius I.Q., and had no chemical imbalances, so I could not understand what was wrong. I just had a very abusive family. Things would work out later. My mother complained alot about her MAFIA upbringing, and how she was threatened all the time back then. There were guns and alot of alcohol in the house. MY Gramps threatened to stab me once during a "MAFIA flashback" my poor auntie had to slap him back into reality.I promised myself at that age that I would attend Harvard for psychology classes someday, after I "partied" for awhile.
Then I heard about the secret service from a friend in the NAVY, and how they have been implanting U.S. citizens for years. I have stidied a bit now, so I know alot more than I did then. I have alot of information!
I survive from day to day, praying for myself and for the forgiveness of my perps. I know they do not understand what they are doing.
I suggest the movie "A CLOCKWORK ORANGE" (computers could not see red then, they could only see orange as red.COMMIES! "Singing in the Rain" and "Beethoven's 9th are the first songs recorded into computer memory) for all mindcontrol victims and for those who are just interested in CIA (Occult)secret opps.
And, by the way, TIME (ing) is the seven-headed dragon in the Bible.(london time) Big Ben, Bridge for you occultists and mathmagicians. "pink" : slightly communist "pent5(time)agon" : backwards- compass: (n)ogami(t) origami :art of Japanese paper folding, revelations, Bible Sugar:G.-to suck Ragus:L.-to blow (sugar backwards) Agustus Caesar
Zerubabel, Book of Zech: Zero, Ruby, Babelon. Red ruby laser "All Seeing Pi Eye"
God bless you all, I forgive my perps they do not understand what they are doing. Please stop attacking innocent girls and men, too.
Received 6-12-2003