Blessing, Ronald Lee Vaught is My birth name I've had several nickname In my attempt to discover who I am. Ron Lee the martial artist of course the reputation got way exagurated. Then Zen Lee do to my being told I was Dogen Zenji in a past life 1200 ad. Zen buddist master. Then as I embraced the Hindu Yoga system I became guru "RamZen" discribing my Balance of all within. Now I Am all in all I AM.
It started back before I was born . past life stuff . But I now see things that have been happing all my life that are now begining to connect like a jigsaw puzzle. The names of people in my life parents bothers and sisters friends lovers all leading to large secret societies magic groups occult knowledge and dieties and angels its amazing to realize all my life there has been this play of charactors out playing a drama of control and higher consiousness and human evolution.
I began to dream things before they happened after being disfellowshipped from Jehovahs Witneeses that when I became aware of a whole diferent world.
I began to study chi energy and esp then due to a relationship I began practiceing a form of white magik love and prosperity spells. they worked to a degree I had lots of fun. I vasalated between my knew knowledge and the old belief.
Sucide attempts became a regular friend during this transition. Drugs and alchoal a way of feeling better. I went from Respected minister, husband, father to single sucidal pleasure seeker. My life long belief system was crumbling right from under me and a new one was emerging but way to slow and painful. I began calling on angels for love. It started to work but then some harmful act would follow. I didn't know why? How could this only Work partly? I now Know there were other energies working against my free will. They thought they knew best for me.
Also I believe A woman who Is a central character in this drama called out for her twin flame to be set free and to join her in our mission to humanity.
Out of all this its The only pure thing that went arie, and when all said and done I'm ok with it because I Believe it was motivated by love in its highest form. Even if there is no such thing as twin flames except in our own minds co created. It was when I met this beautiful being so desireous of experianceing a pure enduring love she stepped into a world of high stakes manipulation.
I believe it had been known by some alive before my birth that I was coming. Like Jesus the forces of control set out energy totry to prevent my entering into this dimestion. At 11 months & 1 week old while embraced in the protective arms of my mother Ruth a biblical named charactor an auto driven by intoxicated millitary personnel ran a stop sign crashing into us killing my mother and almost me too.
I had a dream that an angel came into save me. My new step mothers name Virginia the same name of a diety a now have used to protect me from the mind control in a not so secret society there kinda of like magic police but it is i-ron-ic that Virginia was a very insecure abusive step mother. Coming forward again, life was full of sexual humilations.
My father was a marine who served in the Phlliphines and Okanawa, Japan. My brother ended up marring a not so phisical attractive and controling Japanese woman no coincdence.
Well let me introduce you to Angela (angel-a}{my Twin flame Or twin S-elf } Can you guess what natioality she is? Yes you guessed it half Philiphino. Her middle name is the middle name of my first wife and We stayed out the Drake hotel in San Francisco on our honneymoon. Can you guess what Angela's last name married name was when I met her? Yes you guessed it Drake. Guess what her husband's name when I met her? Yes you guessed it the same as mine Ronald.
I can remembering buying girls jazz dance shoes when I was in my twenties guess what Angela was doing . Yes you guessed it jazz dancing she became a Las Vegas dancer with her own show. It's as though my life has been leading up to all this. When I first met her it was picture perfect except I wasn't ready the energies got twisted and I was hooked on the person that was setting me free for her and I to join together * see book Twin Flames by Elizabeth Claire
Phrophet in it is a story of two twin Flames caught in a world of big money fame and jeolousy involving the mgm movie studio's guess where Ron Drake got a job right when I lived with them and blessed them You see I have extraordinary gifts of manifestation due to raising the Kundalini energy or as I call it I birthed an angel or released a white light out of my body in a meditation. I wasn't even trying I was just pleading with the angels to save a baby I was told would get hurt due to the mother drinking because of me. It changed my life so much Angela called me the great manifestor I didn't even begin to understand at that point but other in this underground secret world did and they knew how to tapp into it and use me to
Ron Drake due to his jeoloucy was the perfect person to manipulate me while the others joined in for the feeding. Even manipulating Angela and me into getting angry at each other. Making me look bad then convinceing her to join in the sucking my energy to the point of death several times . But this what I understand now as {synthietic telepathy} Is more powerful than many who are being manipulated right now would believe. Most refuse to believe that they are not in control. It is devestating to the human psyche to think you are not free that your free will is being violated especially Americans.
After I met Angela it wasn't long before I started having people say where ever I went " your crazy" I lasted for at least a year or more . Then it was "your gay". Then it seem Ed I was doing more and more things that were illegal usually motivated to impress a girl I met a girl who hero resmbled Ron Drake her old boyfriend was a gang member type guy same as Angela first husband only Las Vegas style no fucking around dangerous man acording to her yet she had no problem with seeing him and allowing visitation rights to his son even though a bomb went off in his place according to her. I believe the bomb had something to do with Ron Drakes jeolousy her current husband at the same time. By the way her first husband looks a lot like me even the tatoo placements. Which I didn't even have until after I believe Angela sent out for her twin. Its like I became I mix of what I was in that which she wanted and also I became part of her past now and present.
The police, secret societies and magic groups were a part of my life now I was givin free drinks at a bar in Temcula ,CA Ahloha bar and grill they were called memory erasers I woke up the next day slumped over in my truck. After that I would see people and they would look at me as if they knew me well and I reconized them but I had never met them it was strange and people would come and say things to me like god has blessed your art who I never met but they acted as if they knew me. I believe they were part of some secret society temple of Isis or some thing like that.
Then I was directed to a sanctuary for acending masters in the hills of Temcula by Angela. By the way the girl I was set up with she had a jeolous ex boyfriend who friend almost killed me . Which is what I believe Ron Drake has attempted to do and or her ex psyicly but that is all past and I give it no power over my life now. There were times I was like gullum in the two towers one minute I was my self healing try to help humanity then the next cussing the angels god the greedy rich and our society's way of running it's like I had two opposite beings in side me One for total control then the other for total freedom. While those things are truly in us all I Know there was two parts of society inrthe world that were fighting thru me I was so in tune with both it tore me apart. I knew when there was going to be a terrorist attack not when but I knew soon I could feel the anger at the us.
I knew 9/11 was something important I even seen the name bin but had no idea who he was then I started getting thing about money who ever was using more to get info about terrorism was now using me for profit but it was in bits and pieces so I could figure it out.
I knew of the volcano eurption coule years ago several earthquakes numerous events. When I was writing a poem to angela once I began to feel than she told me to go head and smoke pot which I was trying to give up when I did I layed down and my lower body jerked and and I could feel her and see her clearly we made love it was the most intense soulbinding event inmy life to another human being. I felt strange not guilty after it happened when two girls were checking me out it was if I don't no how to put it there is no word for it . but that when the trouble really intenseified before long less than a year later I was in jail for a crime I didn't commit and lies and twisted truths were told to put me there but I have thru trial and errow forgiven them.
There was times I would be screaming at Angela not in her presence, but none the less I knew she could hear me & I would stop and say why I am I doing this it was not me but yet there seemed to be justifable reasons for mr to saty what I was saying . It was though some one was speaking thru me and set me up with dramas in my life that gave credense to the words I was speaking.
It's like watching a movie that invokes your emotions but when you walk out of the show you know that it was a movie and it wasn't you. There is so much more pages and pages I've got to put together but been puting off for fear of recreating it. You see I create what ever I focus on really fast and in a big way so as I close I have to do some clearing and end with that was the past it's over now and right now I AM perfect whole and divine and free from my past in every way.
The way I keep the manipulation down to a minimum is less resistance high vibration and being myself ,healing others, thinking positve being honest, no alchoal no drugs, calm exersize yoga no meat very little sugar or caffine very little media. If there is other tools to help me please help I also just accept my dreams and try to make them positive if it is some one trying to project something on me and confidece on my strenth and power and I am very powerful make no mistake . But I wish to channel it in positive humanity raising directions .
I've dicovered there is much psyic crime going on out there from prositution to fraud and those involved dont have a clue there being used . Women getting st up on dates wives being bought thru wizards putting people together that would seem to be by accident or divine coincedence when it s just some guy in a hooded robe getting paid to do so then manipulating them into submission . stepford wives psyic stlye im writeng these in my book but I could use some help I have discovered many things such as these can anyone like to help me out there it would be very profitalbe for all who help me guarrenteed. Ronald lee Vaught angel24lee@yahoo.com or 714] 541-4737
Received 12-25-2004