It all started in 1998, when I turned 30. This cult I am a victim of started in on suicidal programming to get me to kill myself. This was a significant year to them. They did a lot of programming putting me in different alters, and said I was paranoid. A lot of this was done my manipulating my dissociative system, which they seem to be so good at. Anyway, they put me in different mental health facilities for about a year. During this time, and since then I have been used in sexual crimes and pornography via an amnestic alter, which they programmed. I believe I have aids, although I have been tested and the results were negative. I'm just getting lied to by just about everyone. In February 2002, I went to a hospital and was given something like anti-freeze that they use in cryonics,which is when they freeze dead people. Somehow, they release something in the air, which affects only me because of that substance in my body. By "freezing" my brain over time, I have developed some memory loss. They are also doing suicidal programming and "freezing" my brain. I believe they are trying to steal my identity because of progressive views I have that challenge the staus quo. There are probably other reasons I don't know about, but it's a lot like the McCarthy era and anyone who thought differently was suspect.I may also be a MKULTRA survivor and survivor of psi experiments that were done with Russia. They may have experimented on my brain and used psi energy for their advantage(psychic in nature). I've read some information about certain people chosen for this very thing.
I have been exposed to direct energy weapons and have been lead to believe that I will get cancer. Torturing me has also been a pastime of theirs when I get mad, or try to get help. I'm probably at a high risk for all types of cancer. In addition, they have used me for stem cell research and are currently using me for some human genome project. I'm pregnant carrying some person's clone. There is an italian person in on all of this, and it is probably of him, due to the fact that billionaire psycopaths have such big egos. The mafia controls the media and I get all kinds of hints about things by watching T.V. and reading the newspaper.
I have called the F.B.I., but ever since I read about how they were involved in ruining lives in the McCarthy era I wonder if I can get help from them. It seems they are not equipped to deal with this. Also they were lied to by the italian person, his great talents lie in conning, and this group has used this to their advantge. I would call the F.B.I., and get "talk to your pschiatrist" or the more famous "Are you on medication?" I am forced to take it because of the brain damage that they originally did to me in 1998. So the F.B.I. has participated in the lies. Way to go guys!
To end this, as I wanted to keep it brief, everyone should be pissed as hell, for being used in experiments ect., as this has been going on for a long time, and the victims being "labeled" as a cover. This is all about how much can we use this person and then lie and cover it up. It certainly fits my case. Do whatever you need to do, but I believe the anger needs to come out. Thank You.
Received 09-17-2003